if u get it

It's like my eyes, And also the rash/wound on my leg. I figured that, it would just go away. It will heal with time. Then it stays for weeks and months and years and i say, if i just rest enough it will get better. Its annoying it hurts its gross but its still tolerable not too painful. I guess i should get it checked make sure its nt something serious but i just put it off, lazy too ex or whatever i dont really know the reason as to why i dislike going to the doctor. friends notice it and i just joke about it, try to cover and ignore it. Its not going away, i really should go to the doc, but uh its been so long, i would feel retarded asking for help about it. Might as well just wait for it to heal? Its the same thing always, whats wrong with me am i dirty? its not that i dont keep clean. Ah whatever its not a big thing anyways.. they say the eyes are the windows to the soul.. This is a little of what it feels like inside