bubbling joy

I was crying and hurting, and suddenly i was crying+laughing at the same time, it was so weird!!!


Let go of your heart, let go of your head and feel Him now.
I did, and it was just a wave of Him. of love of joy of peace of healing.
And. i was not afraid.   !
    I wasn't thinking so much. I wasn't hiding.

Just before that during the baptism class, though it wasn't for me, I was just reminded again, and i had such a desire just to be like You.
Remember what I wrote?
I want to know Love. I want to fall into Love. I want to be always in Love.
Even in all my weaknesses and upsets, even if I am so broken, I am still Yours.
I felt a change already. Even without an altar call, without the tears, without any "feeling" but I know that something changed in my heart and thinking.

And then i got all upsetzxz. becoz of -

And then I talked to You during altarcall, and. You overwhelmed me.


hahahah it was funny, i felt bubbles and at that moment khong went bubblebubble!! and i just was laughing giggling. such an expected touch God, thank you 8')
I'm truthfully very skeptical. and never thought I would be one of those that encounter God in this way. But i really wanted to. hahahahahahahah. dear You. thankyou so much.

But I'm still hungry. help me keep this river going, unclutter my mind, mend my broken heart, bring me even closer. bring me in Love <3